I just got the last word back about grad school. "I haven't been recommended" for any of them.
Yes, I'm crushed and humiliated.
No, I'm not too sure about what to do and I'm sorry that I'm not good enough to be more than keyboard monkey and that I've let everyone around me down.
No, I really don't want to talk about it but I thank you for your concern.
I will, however, continue to pretend to feel like I have some voice or value somewhere; bloggosphere or what not, but for right now I think I just want to cry.
